Friday, January 20, 2012

What I've learned about myself through this training process

Earlier this week I was thinking about the race......at the time it was 53 days away.  I started to get really nervous......what if I don't finish?  What if I don't make the 4 hour time limit?  What if I feel like crap that day and can't run?  I had all of these crazy thoughts in my head.  And then I had a little talk with myself.......

I generally don't sign up to do things that I'm not good at.  I'm not big on commitments either.  This training thing has been a BIG commitment and way out of my comfort zone.  And I certainly don't like to attempt things that I could fail.  So this whole running and commitment thing......are new for me.  And that is when I said to myself.........Tina, you may not be the fastest or best runner out there.....but you are a runner.  Even though you walk during your runs........you are a runner. You have been training, just like you should.  You will win....you will succeed.....because you will finish. 

So I'm learning......I can try things out of my comfort zone.  I don't have to be the "best" to succeed.  Let's just hope that on race day.....I can still convince myself that I can finish and I am a runner! 

So that's my thought for the day.  Keep on running! 

Happy Running!  Enjoy the snow! 

1 comment:

  1. sounds like you gave yourself a good talking to. If nothing else, it gives you a dang good reason to go to florida for a few days. And at least two people will be cheering you on when you come down the stretch. Think back to when you started. You have nothing to worry about.

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